My name is Jen Marie and this is the story of my life.

My name is Jen Marie and this is the story of my life.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

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JEN MARIE

Friday, January 29, 2010

It all happened too fast

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It all happened too fast
Me needing you, you wanting me
Caught up in school, work and all the stress in between
Taking a break from life,
trying to find me
Slowly losing you
Everything I've dreamed
I never meant to leave!!
I just needed to find me
Define me
Understand me
before I could let someone else love me
It all happened too fast
In a blink of an eye
I lost you
No longer could I call you mine
We was on a voyage to perfection
somewhere along, we lost a sense of direction
reaching back for your love and affection
I had you, you were mine, you were in my possession
So caught up in this love obsession
I didn't realize we were moving forward, but everything was digressing
It all happened too fast
I wish we could of lasted
But now your in a relationship
And I'm stuck with lines like " we can be friends and shit"
And am not trying to be selfish
But without you I feel self less
It all happened too fast
What was the rush?
am sitting here thinking was this love, lust, or just another crush?
But anyway you slice it,
I always end up crushed.


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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I won't write a poem this time

I won't write a poem this time to take da pain away
cuz there is no words, metaphors, or similes that can ease this type of pain away,
My heart aches
From so much heart breaks
I never understood what true love really was
But without u by my side
I see what true love really does
You rescued me wen I was drowning from pain
But whose gonna rescue me now when ur causing da pain
My heart bled and shed so many tears for you
And dis moving on without u
Is something am not willing to do
My mind is saying let go
But my heart isn't willing to move forth
I can write for years about u
But honestly there wouldn't be enough words to depict my love for u
If I could give da world to u I would
Live life in pursuit of u, I do
Urgh its so hard not being next to u
BUt I won't write a poem this time to take da pain away.
Cuz simply all I have to say is...
I miss you.
I wanted you.
But now I need you.
And if this isn't love then I don't know what it is...

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Saturday, January 9, 2010

Someone please call 911.

Someone please call 911.
I've had a heart attack,
my heart has been beaten, battered, abused and left for dead,
I SAID!!!!!
can someone please call 911, cause my heart has been attacked,
with lies,
deceit,
broken promises,
and false beliefs,
Someone please call 911
you see, my heart is not suppose to bleed
uncontrollably
pouring out memories of everyone who betrayed me
the I love yous,
Trust in me,
We will always be,
The friends who abandoned me,
The boys who used me,
The family who just cant appreciate me,
As i wait in the emergency, doc says there's no hope for me,,
My heart shouts, yells, and screams
Doc says wait there's only one remedy,
I shake my head in disbelief,
When he replies "Truth"
But what does that mean??

Can someone please call 911
Cause there's going to be a homicide in my house tonight,
My heart has been attacked,
With so many lies,
I can not define what truth really means,

So to you ,
who says, I love you,
I care for you,
Am here for you,
SAVE ME!!!!
Tell me that you love me, TRUTHFULLY.

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All I ever did was write you love poems

All I ever did was write you love poems,
filled with words of truth,
that my actions couldn't prove,
endlessly I loved you, missed you,
You couldn't see it,you didn't believe it,
All I ever did was write you love poems,
to depict my thoughts,
my mouth couldn't speak,
staring into your eyes infinitely,
All I ever did was write you love poems,
reaching out for you, crying out to you,
but never grasping hold of you,
my poems were never enough for you,
All i ever did was write you love poems,
But actions speak louder than words,
no longer will i write to you,
I shall dare to speak to you,
my words will now become my actions,
All I ever did was write you love poems,
But now I'm dropping the pen...



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