My name is Jen Marie and this is the story of my life.

My name is Jen Marie and this is the story of my life.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

When I Called You

Feb 20, 2010 2:43am
When I called you
I just wanted to scream how much you mean
To me
But the lack of communication between my
Thoughts and my speech
Didn't allow me to speak enough
To fully grasp what I mean
When you spoke
My heart started beating off track
my mind took two steps back
Everything I wanted to say wouldn't come out the right way
All I could say was
I miss you
I miss you
And I do
The more days I spend without you
The more I wish I had you
When I called you
Just to hear you breathe
Took all my stress away
Made everything in life seem like it'll be okay.
all my negativity to positivity
all my insecurities to prosperity
your like daylight to my nightmares
without you I'll keep living in fear
When I called you
You had so much to say
With every word
You took my breath away
Your motivation and determination
Motivates me to go beyond all I've dreamed
You inspire me to become a better me
When I called you
I asked when we'll be
You said it wasn't the right time
I wouldn't understand your life style
If you were the man you claim to be
You would of explained it to me
But you left me there to bleed
But I wont bash you
I wont trash talk you
it took time
but i finally understand you
everything you do i may not comprehend
but there's always a meaning at the end.
When I called you
it only took one word
for you to hear my hurt
you told me to stop winning
but you don't understand
my soul is slowly dying
without you
If I had to
I'd wait eternity for you
But hopefully it wont be in vain
Cuz time wasted can never be regained
When I called you
last night
I only had one thing to say
but I'll wait
until I'm brave enough to say it to your face.


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